Ariam pt 2

I look up in awe
A beautiful yet gentle giant
Your velvety voice soothes me
But it’s not my name you call
The angel descents down
Tall and tiny
Perfect wings tucked as she reaches the ground
She gives you affection
She has your attention
I’m whisked miles away
To a place of darkness
I crawl further into the dark
Trying to lose what’s left of myself
Hoping to erase that image
The perfect angel
That the giant has chosen
How did I think I could even compete
When I’m just a lowly demon
Deserving of nothing but despair and pain
I was foolish to think otherwise
Tears sting my burning cheeks
My head pounding as the night wears on
Thump thump thump
I’m begging for it to break through my chest
So I don’t have to feel its pain again
Just hurry up and break already
What are you waiting for
Just let me die already

Comments